My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em probably was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what call her? I'ma name her I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't fans If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my little brother man, only six years old We waited in the cold for you, four hours and you said, "No." pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I knew my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people us growin up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass It's six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I ripped of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that and here's an for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that intentionally just to diss you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say shit just clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help your ass bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really you and your girlfriend need each other or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!