Luyện nghe bài hát Stan [Explicit]

My tea's gone I'm wondering why I.
got out of bed at all
The morning clouds up my window.
and I see at all
And even if I could all be gray,
but picture on my wall
It me, that it's not so bad,
not so bad.

1st volume gradually grows over background
2nd full volume with right after "thunder" noise

Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom
I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father
If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her
I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan
I even got the shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat
Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your fan
This is

Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew
That's my little man, he's only six years old
We waited in the cold for you,
hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his idol
He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I don't like bein lied to
when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my neither;
he used to cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what saying in your songs
so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your across the chest
Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me
See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one
She don't know what it was like for people like us up
You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, -- P.S.
We be together too

Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send ass
It's been six months and still no - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two
I wrote the addresses on 'em
So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive?
You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him?
kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I was a lousy letter or a call
I you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it
You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it
And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me
See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too
Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit

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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been
You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that
and here's an autograph for brother,
I wrote it on the cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you
Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you to cut your wrists too?
I say that just clownin dogg,
c'mon - how up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some
to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some
And what's shit about us meant to be together?
type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each
or you just need to treat her better
I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan
I just don't want you to do crazy shit
I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to
Come to think about, his was. it was you
Stan!