My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin' I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn You must not got 'em It probably was a problem at the post office or
Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, been up man, how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm out to be a If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did ScamZ
I got a full of your posters and your pictures, man I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window and I can't see at all And if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Mr i'm too good to call or write my fans, this will be the last package i ever send your ass. its been six month still no word i dont deserve it, i you got my last two letters i wrote the address on them perfect still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have the I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer If you didn't to talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to But you could have an autograph for Matthew
my little brother, man,he's only 6 years old We waited in the blistering for you for 4 hours and ya just said no That's shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad, but I just like bein' lied to Remember we met in Denver, you said if I write to you You would write back, see, I'm like you in a way I never knew my father He used to always cheat on my mom and her
I can relate to what sayin' in your songs So when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else, so that shit helps when I'm I even got a tattoo with your name across the
I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is a sudden rush for me See, everything you say is real, and I you 'cause you tell it My girlfriend's 'cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't you like I know you, Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You've gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan. PS, we should be together too
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Mr. "I'm too to call or write my fans" be the last package I ever send your ass It's six months and still no word, I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya me to drive?" You know that song by Phil Collins "The Air In The Night"?
that guy who could have saved that other guy from drowning? But didn't? Then Phil saw it all at his show he found him? That's how this is, you could have rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm
And all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you I ripped all o' your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we could have together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream, I hope you can't and you scream about it I hope your conscious eats at you and you can't breathe me See Slim, up bitch, I'm trying to talk Hey Slim, that's my screaming in the trunk
But I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you if she suffocates, she'll suffer more and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to this shit out?
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that not so bad, it's not so bad
Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I've just been busy You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that And here's an for your brother, I wrote it on your starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have you Don't think I did that intentionally, just to diss you And what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dawg, c'mon, how fucked up is
You got some issues, Stan, I think you need counselin' To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down And what's this shit about us meant to be That of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really you and your girlfriend need each other Or maybe you just need to treat her I you get to read this letter I just hope it you in time
Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin' just If you'd relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you, but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was pregnant his kid And in the car found a tape but it didn't say who it was to Come to think about it his was, it was you, damn