Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a full My every thought is pain, strain and me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, prepping me for death
I think I'm ready because this ain't no friend of mine Only thing I qualify for, is murder and time Y'all should of shot me, in the Jimmy But I they was feeling each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, born torn between heaven and hell I tell my so no to dope but I let it sell Need to practice my preaching, calling the black I know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle
Ain't nobody got my back, except the when they on it So I be for broke, demolishing my opponents Leaving no traces just blood on faces, that HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even want be
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane
I focus, I'm losing my mind real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I make some real cash Dropping album after album, platinum song song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the ain't on
How can I win, it's like everything I do is a sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm spending But I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning fast
Lonely, daily dodging the but he on me Telling my people him, 'cause he be working my homies burning bridges and I don't give a fuck Remember y'all laughing at me, when I get a buck
It's all baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to over my residence And my vehicle, is something I over And it not be much but it's all I got So when I it, promethium is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary
I'm on pretrial now and I smoke no weed 'Cause if I a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, fucking with my brain Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you cross me bring it to you hard, not softly Living like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna me When time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a fifty sack, and a 12 gage
Hey, no in my heart 'Cause my homies was phony, from the motherfucking start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, these Ain't my people, they gotta be up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray I'm codeine and I'm just tripping But I let you add up to my problems, I will leave you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane