Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a bull So when I say my praises to God, one is like a full choir My every is pain, strain and stressing me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal, prepping me for death
I think I'm ready because this world ain't no of mine Only thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary Y'all should of me, in the Jimmy instead But I they was feeling each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, born torn between heaven and hell I tell my people so no to dope but I let it Need to my preaching, calling the kettle black I know I'm on pot before or not, I peddle crack
nobody got my back, except the laws when they on it So I be going for broke, my opponents Leaving no traces just blood on faces, believe HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't want be back
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I maintain Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling with Jane
I can't focus, I'm my mind real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make some real Dropping album after album, platinum song after But like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights ain't on
How can I win, it's everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels fast
Lonely, daily the devil but he on me Telling my people fuck him, he be working Through my homies burning and I don't give a fuck y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got bigger I'm trying to jump over my And my vehicle, is something I dump And it not be much but it's all I got So when I it, promethium is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I can't smoke no 'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E My first time ever sober, it's with my brain Got a nigga with an attitude, I can't
If you me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Living I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost me it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a fifty sack, and a 12 gage
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I have no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, they gotta be up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better that I'm codeine and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days with Mary Jane