[J. - Verse 1] Momma I killed a man My body still trembling can you my hand Don't shed no tears, it won't be long before they out it was me momma This may be the last you see me free ma spend it cryin' You did your best, me I was blessed, know you were tryin' To me out the streets, me ducking police Tryin' not to make a peek to you up out your sleep A drunk and fool a class, fluncking high school I know you taught me better, somehow I never Said I was playing with fire, somehoe I never You tried to set me straight, somehow I permed You tried to show me but somehow I never turned Lost in a of marijuana, are you sane dummy Dry your face mommy, not to blame for me See I'm a man, I gotta take whatever for me At times I wonder my father Would it for me if he was around? Would I still be running with the lowlife's Bum ass n-ggas no jobs, no Seen them n-ggas killed for no I watched his life flash before his like a strobe light I pulled the momma Tryna be hard, I aint mean to kill the momma But what's done is I'm on the run, I live my life a movie now it's way too realer Who woulda thought your baby boy grew up to be a killer
Yeh, now I'm a Guess I'm a They got me in here the killers Yeah I mean the
[J. - Verse 2] I wonder whats in for me Lately been stressing, pray for blessings, that there's more for me Than just a simple that I used to hoop with is doing triple life Gave up the shot Work on the shot Who woulda thought I to block this n-ggas lay ups Now in a cell layed up I you well, stay up insomniacs This life can a n-gga fold like a laundry mat I sip this cognac though to ease my brain from all pain and so that I react slow, in fast world n-ggas, fast girls Hoes give up ass these ho n-ggas hold triggers on 'em Hold up that old checker for 'em Chalk lines by the do not park It's deep, all these cold n-ggas holding heat I'd blast before they steal a n-gga Tell 'em now boy, don't make me into a killer
Yeah, a killer Don't make me turn into a Yeah, to a killer, yeh yeh
[J. - Verse 3] To those who had for me in the past Who woulda thought time fly by so fast I back in class we used to make believe it was draft day Swore that we would make the league, be Saturday had to rake the leaves, awww shit Watch how pile up like a mile up I was the blisters on my hand than I up my best friend ring is where we headed tonight And if a disrespect, yes we ready to fight In retrospect that shit petty At the time, the was heavy Cause life was all about your You had to scrap with any n-gga that would call you Ashamed no doubt, so many n-ggas go they blown out Snatched a n-gga chain and he got his name out in obituaries Another in a cemetary young n-gga in the penetentiary And he give a f-ck no missionary Rap visionary, paint a n-gga pictionary Tell you it is, I'm a dictionary I knew a n-gga that threw his in every chick in every city that he went to Went hard the rent do Till he met the wrong bitch, man came home ex-convict And he stay on that Thriller Shit, f-cking with them killers
yeah, with them around with them killers Say I'm a