[J. - Verse 1] Momma I killed a man My body trembling can you feel my hand Don't shed no tears, it won't be before they find out it was me momma This may be the last you see me free ma spend it cryin' You did your best, me I was blessed, you were stressed tryin' To me out the streets, me ducking police Tryin' not to make a peek to you up out your sleep A drunk and high Skip a class, fluncking school I you taught me better, somehow I never learned I was playing with fire, somehoe I never burned You tried to set me straight, somehow I never You to show me right but somehow I never turned Lost in a cloud of marijuana, are you sane Dry your mommy, your not to blame for me See I'm a man, I gotta take whatever for me At times I 'bout my father it change for me if he was around? Would I still be running round with the Bum ass n-ggas no jobs, no them n-ggas killed for no price I watched his life flash before his eyes like a strobe I pulled the trigger be hard, I aint mean to kill the n-gga momma But what's done is I'm on the run, I live my life like a movie now way too realer Who woulda thought your baby boy woulda grew up to be a
Yeh, now I'm a I'm a killer They got me in here the killers Yeah I mean the
[J. - Verse 2] I wonder in store for me Lately been stressing, pray for blessings, hope there's more for me just a simple life N-ggas that I used to with is doing triple life up the jump shot Work on the john Who woulda thought I used to block this lay ups Now in a cell layed up I you well, stay up Like This life can make a n-gga like a laundry mat I sip this cognac though to ease my brain from all this and so that I react slow, in this world Slow n-ggas, fast Hoes give up ass while these ho n-ggas triggers on 'em Hold up old checker flag for 'em Chalk by the do not park sign It's deep, all these cold hearted holding heat I'd rather before they steal a n-gga Tell 'em now boy, don't make me turn a killer
Yeah, into a Don't make me into a killer Yeah, to a killer, yeh yeh
[J. - Verse 3] To who had love for me in the past Who woulda thought would fly by so fast I remember in class we used to make believe it was draft day Swore that we would make the league, be Saturday had to rake the leaves, awww shit Watch how they up Seem like a up I was the on my hand than I dial up my best friend ring is where we headed tonight And if a n-gga disrespect, yes we ready to In retrospect that seemed petty At the time, the shit was Cause life was all your name You had to with any n-gga that would call you lame no doubt, so many n-ggas go they brains blown out Snatched a n-gga chain and he got his name out in obituaries Another in a cemetary Another n-gga in the penetentiary And he don't give a f-ck no Rap visionary, a picture n-gga pictionary you what it is, I'm a dictionary I knew a n-gga that threw his in every chick in every city that he went to hard like the rent do Till he met the wrong bitch, man just home ex-convict And he stay on that Thriller Shit, f-cking around with them
yeah, them killers F-cking around with them Say I'm a