Mom I I let you down And though you say the days are Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know not around But don't you the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and both of us put Can an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to each other's goats Why we always at each others Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken by the state at eight years old, and That's I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though 'Cause you ain't get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I every time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One without a So I'm home tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane goes Or if the can't wake me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children will me know that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new