Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know not around But you place the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on we took this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? out my closet and all them other songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd that it'd make us close (nope) Further that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and That's when I realized you sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, Now I know not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being placed in a And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every But I'd have flipped every mattress, every and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas ever moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get message that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming home no matter what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new