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I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've fallen off with your
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, never change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)