Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)