Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)