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I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going through
I'm going through

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own fans are at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)