Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going through

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)