If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, You'd think I'm holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out would you?
Rather lose than to move on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a mind cause I been blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far away home, Black you cold. Every problem that you ever had with man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still here but I skate. sink, cant breathe, no remorse, don't think. Listen to friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects what I give, while she the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, I'ma do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, i could shed all these tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I know how to move on, i went wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her father so, so She have a problem with, with, Saying a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just be the one who never run, but you run away from me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She can't see in me, i see in her. This she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even stay living in the shade of all the that played ya. The irony in that is that I aint't that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you the label but, you been hurt before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, work. Got impossible standards. Nothing that I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever do is be relevant. Just tell me that I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the man, And mostly all of them have made you somewhat incapable of a impression. I do is I channel my aggression with no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the material can materialise to a better you... Cars, I drive can drive you out of this frame of mind. with such a picture in it. And, Money, I buy can buy me more time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone anyways. And everyday that goes by is a more lines in her diary. The day before is than the present, so anyone presented in her presence endures these sentences. No key for release, no reason to be around. Her in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I share all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I dont know how to on, Where I wrong, Wish I could live no fear, Im so and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......