If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, You'd think I'm holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out anyways you?
Rather lose love than to move on never knowing it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I been blind, got me goin' down road. made of stone, Far away home, woman you cold. Every problem that you had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm here but I can't skate. Slow sink, breathe, no remorse, don't think. Listen to friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you the title but she rejects what I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. them, didnt work, Got standards, Nothing do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could shed all tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I know how to move on, i went wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, her baby father so, so She have a problem with, with, Saying a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run away me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She can't see in me, i see in her. This she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even stay living in the shade of all the that played ya. The irony in that is I aint't even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you hurt before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. Nothing that I do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. tell me that I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of have made you somewhat incapable of a first impression. What I do is I channel my aggression no cable or antenna, intentions to impress you, if capable, Hoping the material possesions can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of this of mind. with a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your ears to tell your to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday that goes by is a couple lines in her diary. The day before is better the present, so anyone presented in her presence these life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, I could share all my tears, Im and out, I'll it moving and try to get out, I dont how to move on, Where I wrong, I could live with no fear, Im so and out, I'll keep it and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......