If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, You'd think I'm try'na at you. And I am but, You hear me out anyways would you?
Rather love than to move on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far away home, woman you cold. Every that you ever had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still but I can't skate. sink, cant breathe, no remorse, don't think. Listen to your friend, get man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, Nothing do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could all these tears, Im and out, I'll on moving and tryna get out, I dont know how to on, Where i wrong, I i could live with no fear, So and out, I'll keep it and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, her baby father so, so She dont a problem with, with, Saying a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who run, but you run away from me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She see in me, what i see in her. pain she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that ya. The irony in that is that I even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you hurt before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. Nothing I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. tell me that I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them have you somewhat incapable of a first impression. What I do is I channel my aggression with no or antenna, Just intentions to you, if capable, Hoping the material possesions can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of frame of mind. with such a picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day before is than the present, so anyone presented in her presence endures life sentences. No key for release, no reason to be around. Her in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I could all my tears, Im and out, I'll it moving and try to get out, I dont how to move on, Where I wrong, Wish I live with no fear, Im so and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......