(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found down possible over unknown pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper into a state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like yeah great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my stomach cuz I ate. Maybe I'll a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I know a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind that little line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another half of glass of wine asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your Now I am three months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, to be able to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And that average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR tape with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They said they found me on the floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)