(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s down unresponsive possible over substance pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper into a state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my stomach cuz I ate. Maybe I'll a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, it's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice brew, what's a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind little line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the couch and down I go like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last night? am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit half a why cant I? systems ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in self a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take naps, just to be able to function the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And that will out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the door and wake up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)