(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male down unresponsive possible dose substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll have a taste'. of sips of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug Valium like yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think with all I have at stake, Look at my face... somethings is wrong with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) just a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that behind that little line? With that of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking like a ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint like im getting high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I need these to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function the day let's see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one good sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four years too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm beddy bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)