(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s down unresponsive possible over substance pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a harder drug called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's acting again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice brew, what's a beer? the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind that little line? With that kind of man I got half a mind, to have another half of of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the I'm about to fall. I missed the and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? systems ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even like im high. Now I it just not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR tape cases with your CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby night Elaina. Go in the room and the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They said they found me on the floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)