(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found down possible over substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called like yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my stomach cuz I ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and have a steak. And think that with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been this road before. So lonely and cold, it's something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) just a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that line? With that of rational man I got half a mind, to another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow the fuck happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah im by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's twelve noon no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken years just too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They said they found me on the floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)