My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put your picture on my It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post or somethin' Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'm a call her? I'm a name her I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, your fan is Stan
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert You didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's six years old We in the blistering cold for you, For four hours and you said, "No." That's shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you if I'd write you you would write back See I'm like you in a way I knew my father neither He used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're in your songs So when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people us growin' up, you gotta call me man be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we should be too
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too To Call Or Write My Fans" This will be the last package I send your ass It's been six and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I the addresses on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka You me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who a saved that other guy from drowning But didn't, then saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream it I your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the But I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send shit out?
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that And here's an autograph for your I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I of missed you think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some To help your ass bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? That type of shit will make me not us to meet each other I really you and your girlfriend need each other Or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doin' just fine If you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan Why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a weeks ago that made me sick Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge And had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was, it was you Damn!