My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still ain't I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em probably was a problem at the post office or somethin' Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I a daughter, guess what I'm a call her? I'm a her Bonnie I about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill over some bitch who didn't want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with I got a room full of posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a I ain't mad, I just it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert You didn't have to, but you signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's six years old We in the blistering cold for you, For four hours and you said, "No." That's pretty shitty man, like his fuckin' idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein' lied to when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back See I'm just you in a way I never knew my neither He used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs So I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up, you call me man I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan, P.S. we should be together too
My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear "I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans" This will be the last package I send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I don't it? I know you got my last two letters, I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka You dare me to You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a that other guy from drowning But didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's how this is, you could a rescued me from drowning Now too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy And all I wanted was a letter or a call I you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't and you scream about it I hope conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk But I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to this shit out?
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call daughter that And here's an for your brother I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must of you Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dog, on, how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling To help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And what's this shit about us to be together? That type of shit will me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need other Or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just If you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan Why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid And in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was, it was you Damn!