I've never tears like these before And though are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I been 'til now A truly unexpected twist of For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and thought it Too for any soul to cast a line His would hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a and with his breath what ne'er a roaring fire could do An angel now is and from the start I that I was bound to let him in But while I I weep because I know That something ends so this can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For years have I hidden in my heart The name of one who never had more But whom I wrote and set apart From other men, though did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on I'd lose If ever my affections were By someone living, breathing, and real For I pledged my life to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this for all time I care he couldn't care for me As long as I could own him in each And have someone to think each night When after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To fill my pages was my only Until the day I dared to call it For this love was the I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my mind I never was And being in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take in that holy place Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain of my will I opened up the door And swept the where I swore hed remain And something within me as I sweep As something new is born in tear Past of memories I long to keep A future I both long for and fear really was no question when it came This star, both fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to make my But made my will his own with caress For once and once I did not think Where I should feel and for that I was But it was one thing to the part And something else to say the aloud For once I had, I felt a fade Which me had hung for all these years And no true in all the world could match The of someone passing with my tears I hadn't 'til then how lost I was Enveloped in mist of my design So much of me my had thus become That in my eyes no star was seen to it bore some of my phantom's light Or carried strains of in the beams Until my was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I know full what I am meant to do But late at night I recall my muse I cry for us as he ever knew That I had years to hear my name Once as it should have always been Id wait there but someone real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever said It not hurt this much to say goodbye But is something tragic in this scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who witnesses in the arms and lips of my new friend Completed in a way I've been And healing wounds I thought would never The truth that my reality The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I don't back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is sweet For only pain can me who I was And from that girl to me how Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like these And yes, they are the saddest I have