I've never tasted tears like before And they are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I have been now A unexpected twist of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and it late Too late for any to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a kiss and his breath what ne'er a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and from the I knew I was bound to let him in But while I smile I weep I know That something so that this can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept in my heart The name of one who never had been But whom I wrote and set apart From other men, though did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I on what I'd lose If my affections were replaced By someone living, breathing, warm and For while I pledged my life to him in The same for me I knew he did not If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I didn't care he care for me As long as I could own him in each And have someone to think about night When torment after torment wracked my To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To fill my was my only goal the day I dared to call it love For love was the only I had known And somehow I keep the rest away For in my mind I never was And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take in that holy place Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why this When of my will I opened up the And swept the space where I hed remain And something within me as I sweep As something new is in every tear Past years of I long to keep A that I both long for and fear There really was no question when it This shooting star, both fire and Who never gave me time to make my But my will his own with each caress For once and only I did not think Where I feel and for that I was proud But it was one to enact the part And something else to say the aloud For once I had, I felt a fade Which me had hung for all these years And no true loss in all the could match The sense of someone with my tears I hadn't known then how lost I was Enveloped in mist of my design So much of me my had thus become That in my eyes no star was to shine Unless it bore some of my light Or carried strains of music in the my soul was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I know full well what I am to do But at night when I recall my muse I cry for us as he ever knew I had waited years to hear my name Once spoken as it should always been Id wait there but someone real appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my muse I'd ever hello It might not this much to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene Which may as joyous to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the arms and of my new friend Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I would never mend The that shattered my reality The soul I dreamed but thought Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is sweet For only pain can me who I was And from that girl to me how much Ive Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the saddest I known