Mic check 1, 2.. this is to an old friend of mine, Michelle...
Ms. Holy Roller, new angel, got ya out shoutin' and you're ringing a bell mid-life, reborn, can't wait to tell, if I believe what you believe, I'm to hell... been down with Jesus since Sunday school & Easter speeches The Bible was survival, that's my grandma would teach us Since I was 5, been dying and trying to read it When I did I did, it redefined it Now you was 34 when you found Jesus your life fell to pieces two times, with two guys, now enlightened in speeches Seemed to flow out your mouth the hype of a preacher Took whole life to reach you, now I'm a trifling creature
Come on, if I die this second, I reckon that God would simply check into my life & times, dissecting my rhymes, see how I've been leading his troops You can't do dirt your life then say "oops'!
Now where was Jesus, when you then you was cheatin', when you was deceiving me? Where was Jesus when you greedy, your was bleeding me? Where was Jesus when every weekend, a new man living you? Oh, wait he was me, trying to keep me from killing you? Now, where was Jesus when you was lying & you was me? When I was trying to it, you was hatin' delayin' me, huh? Where was when the ice was thrilling you, Oh, he was he with me trying to keep me from you! If I ain't Jesus, ain't no telling where I would be It's been nights I felt like feces; I to fight to release it I'm in the limelight, it's hot & the is ceaseless, Holding my tongue little bums cut me to pieces The only cause I studied the life of Jesus & Venting with my pen, intending to & release it But an ex-friend would slight me or slam me with venom I hate it, I can't stand it, damnit, I resent it I strive to be righteous, my version of God The reason why I never write with curses inside The reason I purposely hurt persons, I've many teaching of God, the reaches of God Pondered the of why you be dissing me, I you all I hope for you is freedom from misery You made mistakes & blunders, you from under But yo, If I'm to hell, it's making me wonder.
The greatest atrocities ever committed on planet have been in the of God This country was founded by Puritans, for the expressed of oppression-free attitude is the same arrogant, fearful fundamentalism that fueled the hatred of the & the on 9/11. If we are not allowed to worship God as groups & individuals from persecution, in Tolerance, there's one outcome...