I'm back, did miss me? They said a record could be tricky Well that's kind of cause I am not tripping My fans, they what it is and they with me Yeah, I ain't the type that's gon' with the semi I came from a town with three and no city I've been shows for nothing but pennies When I the stage, they never forget me Mansion was a glimpse of my I let you see it's like to be in my head People ask me what I I think I be doin' If it wasn't music, I'd be dead You know I said, that was like me at a 3, you don't want to see me at 10 Or you do I promise if that is the case, that is what you're gonna get If you're looking for music watered down lyrics, I promise that you need to go somewhere else And if you want somebody to tell you everything that you wanna hear I be any help flow is familiar. I think I heard it before Oh yeah, I it myself I the door open to come in my mansion but I never said it's a beautiful house Some of ya'll sat on the Looked at my and stared at my door They ask me if I'm going to kill it record I in their face and I ask 'em, "Do you see the blood on the floor?" He's at it again, NF is crazy he's bad with the He never talks nothing but him Yeah, my say, "He's kind of a diva." Well, you to get some new friends I'm as as it gets I get on the stage and flip on the switch And I go to a place where is If you my name in the song, that's something that you won't regret I'm not to you here I the shows when no one was there I the shows when nobody cared people in front of me laughing like, "He isn't going nowhere." It's now, isn't it? This of life isn't how I envisioned it type of life, it just ain't how I pictured it I'm in the back of the tour bus, trying to my family. It's different Not what you it is Write a review, tell me you think of this Give me three stars and me and idiot 'Bout to be honest, it make a difference I know people don't get it But you have no answer to Therapy If you don't like music that's personal, I have no clue you people are doing here as well throw out the record I up a chair I track through my music nobody's there Only person I is the one in the mirror And lately, he ain't doing don't need ya'll in my head I'm tired of it You call it music, I call it my Sick telling me I have been carrying way too much baggage, I need to take care of it I know she's right, but man embarrassing Music has raised me more than my did out a picture of us and I stare at it Who am I kidding? You probably ain't hearing Show me an you want to compare me with You put us both on a track, bury 'em Give me this shovel, it's to get scarier None of you to attack what you staring at I see you got beats, but is the lyrics at? NF is the logo, you know I wearing that Don't to my show and be sittin' in the very back I you out in the crowd like, "There he is!" I I'd be happy. It feels like I'm cursed It's to be clean when you play in the dirt You gave me this place to go I'm hurting I thought it'd get better, but getting worse And I got nobody to when I work, like 24/7 I been to church, and Satan keep callin' me, he tryin' to flirt I hang up the phone, these are more than words I drive on that highway and listen to I up to God like, "When did this happen?" with all of my fans to wake up But feel like I I get emotional. I didn't plan I'm doing things I imagined I'm but I gotta leave I don't wanna be late for my session