Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be maybe I got nine lives?
Seven left cos I've died twice
I'm it wasn't bye-bye Because
its my time to do it the high-life
what I'm making is really
but i needa talk about shit that
a year ago hold up
let me clear my yo im about to get deep
but i hope you feel it though.

See talking about it it's when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one knew I tell one person
couldn't myself to do it cos i felt like a burden.
Give me any drug I was em up
if I have nine lives then I'm em up.
No-one my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 pills of nurofen plus

I know that's extreme and i be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was high
that's the thing with the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you don't prescriptions

That's packets in a day
I didnt get high but i would
em anyway because if I didn't em then
I would be hitting and guess what?
All of was mid-tour

and i cant play in form
having shit thoughts i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i feel nothing
I smashed four
cos i wanted to feel something
yo I fo'sure I was at the
venue i was to preform
I can't remember see I was told in the
my tour manager found me convulsing on the everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one I was going through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a
I let down my fans and i owe it to all
why I'm being honest and
so open with it all so hard
not knowing is wrong
I can't about it so I wrote it in this song

up in hospital going through withdraws
someone guarding my bed but nobody talk
no phone there to call
saying what the fuck is on
and no one would me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for everywhere if only I could walk
a man approaches am I alright
Then he tells me I'm on suicide
I'm a danger to I wouldn't believe him
I try kill myself but they wouldn't believe me
I a month in a hospital bed
living in a and
i want it to end

I'm to myself have I got any friends?
Or who don't use have I got any left?
There's many where I would want to be dead
but we've too many and I don't want to be next
now im happy I got me some
I fo'sure now i don't want it again
the harder I hit the gym the stronger I get
the more the devil on my
got any strength
I let my fans and my down
the people standing by me are like now
yo im to anyone who's a fan of me
I if you wanted to abandon me

But if it wasn't for my
I Woulda tied the on the
rope the devil me.
I gotta show ma and my mum love
and let em know
not them that fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job will get
I embrace any now im not gonna run
the gyms a new addiction but a one

the battle with addiction it's a on its own
the worst part is I try it alone
so if your hearing this and your battling at
tell because your family should know!
I'm loving life now I'm getting it
if I can do this shit anyone can
can't cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't change a cos it
me who I am now