Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be maybe I got nine lives?
Seven left cos I've already died
I'm it wasn't bye-bye Because
its my time to do it without the
what I'm making is dope
but i needa talk about shit that
happened a year ago up
let me clear my yo im about to get deep
but i really hope you it though.

See talking it hurts it's when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one I didn't tell one person
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i like a burden.
Give me any drug I was em up
if I have nine lives I'm using em up.
No-one my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 pills daily of nurofen

I know that's and i should be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was high
that's the thing with the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you need prescriptions

That's packets in a day
I get high but i would have
em anyway if I didn't take em then
I would be hitting and guess what?
All of was mid-tour

and i cant play in form
having thoughts like i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt feel
I smashed packets
cos i just to feel something
yo I overdosed I was at the
venue i was to preform
I can't see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the floor everyone surrounding no one knowing its for
literally no one knew I was through it all
I up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let down my and i owe it to them all
why I'm being honest and
so open with it all it's so
not what is wrong
I can't talk about it so I it in this song

up in hospital going through withdraws
someone guarding my bed but nobody would
no phone there to call
saying the fuck is going on
and no one would me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for everywhere if only I could walk
a man approaches am I alright
Then he me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a danger to myself I believe him
I didn't try kill myself but wouldn't believe me
I spent a in a hospital bed
in a nightmare and
i just it to end

I'm thinking to myself have I got any
Or who don't use have I got any left?
There's many times where I would to be dead
but we've lost too many and I want to be next
now im happy I got me some
I know fo'sure now i want it again
the harder I hit the gym the stronger I get
the the devil on my shoulder
hasn't got any
I let my fans and my down
the standing by me are like family now
yo im to anyone who's a fan of me
I understand if you to abandon me

But if it for my family
I tied the knot on the
rope the devil me.
I gotta ma 'father and my mum love
and let em know
it's not them that up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
the job will get done
I embrace any pain now im not run
the a new addiction but a positive one

the battle with addiction a battle on its own
the worst is I try battle it alone
so if hearing this and your battling at home
tell somebody because your family know!
I'm loving now I'm getting it back
if I can do this shit anyone can
remember cos I blacked out
but I change a thing cos it
me who I am now