Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead I got nine lives?
Seven left cos already died twice
I'm it wasn't bye-bye Because
its my to do it without the high-life
what I'm making is dope
but i talk about some shit that
happened a year ago up
let me clear my yo im about to get deep
but i hope you feel it though.

See talking about it hurts when
I was an but i was at my worst
No-one I didn't tell one person
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i felt a burden.
me any drug I was chewing em up
if I have lives then I'm using em up.
No-one knew my it was stupid as fuck
90 pills daily of plus

I know that's extreme and i should be right
but i was so up
my tolerance was that
that's the with the codeine addiction it's over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

three packets in a day
I didnt get high but i have
em because if I didn't take em then
I would be hitting withdraws and guess
All of this was

and i cant play in this
having shit thoughts i got nothing to live for
I was a zombie i couldnt nothing
I smashed packets
cos i just to feel something
yo I fo'sure I was at the
venue i was to preform
I can't see I was told in the report
my tour manager found me convulsing on the everyone surrounding no one knowing what its for
literally no one knew I was through it all
I fucked up I be knowing this before I'm a fucking junkie how am I going on a tour?
I let down my fans and i owe it to all
why I'm being honest and
so open it all it's so hard
not knowing what is
I can't talk about it so I wrote it in song

up in hospital going through withdraws
someone guarding my bed but would talk
no phone there nobody to
saying what the fuck is on
and no one would me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for everywhere if only I could walk
a man approaches am I alright
Then he me I'm on suicide watch
I'm a danger to myself I wouldn't him
I didn't try kill myself but wouldn't believe me
I spent a month in a bed
in a nightmare and
i want it to end

I'm thinking to have I got any friends?
Or friends who don't use I got any left?
There's many times where I want to be dead
but lost too many and I don't want to be next
now im happy I got me some
I know fo'sure now i don't it again
the I hit the gym then the stronger I get
the more the devil on my
hasn't got any
I let my and my family down
the people standing by me are like now
yo im sorry to who's a fan of me
I understand if you to abandon me

But if it wasn't for my
I tied the knot on the
the devil handed me.
I show ma 'father and my mum love
and let em know
it's not them that up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job get done
I embrace any now im not gonna run
the gyms a new addiction but a one

the battle addiction it's a battle on its own
the part is I try battle it alone
so if your hearing this and your at home
somebody because your family should know!
I'm loving now I'm getting it back
if I can do this shit fucking can
remember cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't a thing cos it
me who I am now