Yeah grew up with killers, I didn't know they was We was just together man, playing Mega-man on man Your mama loved me to death, she me of Afeni Yeah black queen If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't struggle no Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep all the roaches if she wasn't so poor You told me when you to my house This was like a timeout from reality One night you asked me what I'm about 'Cause you was staying over for the I woke up from out my When I heard and my stepfather beefin I don't know if he drinkin But I know this shit got loud and I rumbling from struggling And rolling on the Could never get used to that My saying get off me My tears is now I wish that you saw me 'Cause I felt like a coward, so I was only 12 I wish I would'be bust through door my fucking self And grab the right off the fucking shelf If nothing else scared a nigga goes two of my wishes Forever scarred, determined to get some No matter how big the nigga, no how small you are Fast-forward to our years Two paths You used to talk to me about college but that didn't last of potential, getting cash, what could I say? So of not having things, you never see it my way Too proud to Your One day to my surprise, my nigga called me, told me you just caught a twice your size I asked if it was self defense, he said it was defense of And that trying to give you ten, but if you lucky you'll do five damn Not my The one that told me that things always get better Just trust me, cry my nigga The call him a killer, but he my nigga Sad Ay yo genie last wish, my nigga